reboot......

I know I tried to get this going again after losing dad but I think i wasn't in the right place at that time.

Now i am a bit more stable with the emotions and not so angry. We'll see how this goes now.

Lots of little stuff has been happening, dinners with friends, hanging out, normal summer stuff, pool time and a trip to the mountains with good friends.

That trip to the mountains was to short but just what I needed. My head is quieter it seems. Bill and I talked some stuff over and I am going to reduce my hours at work permanently and pursue some volunteer work at the local zoo. Try and get my foot in the door for a move up in the animal care world :) Today was my first day back to work after the trip and I can say I made the right choose, my boss just doesn't care about anything or anyone since her health issues last Nov and she basically threatened me with no work hours if I did this move. Oh well. I am going to do it and we'll make it work if she follows thur.

Thats the work front thats been settled....health? Not so much. I haven't been to the gym in almost 2 months. The diet went to crap also. But the mountain time has relite the fire again also.

Helps that I hiked a mountain! It was hard being out of shape but I hiked a freaking mountain!! :) Hurricane Mountain to be exact, 3 mile hike up 1600+ feet up... The view was amazing, you could see into vermont. Next year I plan on doing 2 mountains. I know its not one of the big 46 peaks but its a mountain and right now thats all I care about.

My friends parents are big time foodies so it was an adventure to see what they would cook up, mostly with organic stuff from the locals or their own garden. It was good to start actually caring what food tasted like and not just shoving it in.

I came home and picked up stuff from the local farmers market and the amish.

I go back to the gym this week also.